Archive for July, 2011
I had her for only 8 weeks.
I wish i can have her for at least 8 years……
She was an easy-bonded kitty.
Sweet, but little grumpy.
The coolest one. The quiet one.
Everything was so quick and now i lost her.
I used to lost many pets before. But the pain is still hurting me the same way.
Why? Why can’t i have more years with her?
MY FOREVER PET
There’s something missing in my home,
I feel it day and night,
I know it will take time and strength
before things feel quite right.
But just for now, I need to mourn,
My heart — it needs to mend.
Though some may say, “It’s just a pet,”
I know I’ve lost a friend.
You’ve brought such laughter to my home,
and richness to my days.
A constant friend through joy or loss
with gentle, loving ways.
Companion, friend, and confidante,
A friend I won’t forget.
You’ll live forever in my heart,
My sweet, forever pet.
— Susanne Taylor
Moris was pregnant.
I only realized it after touched her tummy 2 weeks ago. Can felt the nipples bulging and bigger than usual. The tummy was getting bigger and bigger each day.
Thursday nite (14 July 2011), i felt her tummy is suddenly smaller than the days before. Panicked!
So on Saturday morning (16 July 2011), i took Moris for ultrasound to check her tummy.
The result : Moris and the babies were healthy. I saw the 2 babies – bones and skeletons and their heart beatings. Crossed my fingers that Moris will delivers her babies safely. And hope all the babies will born healthily.
I didn’t took take any photo of her in the vet’s treatment room. I was too busy helping the 2 vets holding her for the ultrasound process. I only have her photos during our 45 minutes journey home after the treatment:
That was last week….
Yesterday when i reached home at 8pm, i saw Moris was soaked with blood. I called the nearest vet, but she was not available. I drove to Gills Vet Clinic in Penang Island, but there were too many pets looking for treatment. And they have some emergency cases too. So i called the vet who performed neutering to all my bunnies. He accepted the emergency surgery. So i went to him.
She was calm when i saw her soaked in the blood.
She was calm on the way to the vet. Rubbing her head to my hand.
She was calm when i put her on the surgery table.
She was a bit nervous when i left the room to go to the toilet.
But calm again as she saw me came toward her and sat by her side.
The vet did the emergency surgery to save the babies. He gave the injectable anesthetic and Moris vomited twice before she passed out.
Blood was everywhere.
She vomited. Vomited her pain. Blood was everywhere….
The vet said the is an infection in her uterus. One of the 2 babies soaked in pus. Both were not survive :(
I see 2 beautiful babies. Beautiful, but pale and cold.
I buried. I buried them deep inside of my heart.
We reached home around 11.30pm.
But she didn’t recover from the anesthetic.
She left us at 1.10am.
RIP, my sweet Moris. U will be missed…
I can feel the severe pain inside.
Hurt like hell.
Dear God, please take this pain away as i can’t bear it anymore~